Even though Branden struggled so much the last two years, his faith only got stronger. Once he decided to become Catholic he was fully committed. I had heard about and had witnessed other people going through a spiritual attack as they grew stronger in their faith. I truly think this was happening to Branden the last couple of years. Not that he didn't have medical issues as well, but I feel like he was being distracted from the things that could heal him.
The deacon formation program in the Diocese of Belleville is a 5 years process and Branden had completed 4 1/2 years. . He was looking forward to being a deacon. I had asked him multiple times if he wanted to put this process on pause until he felt better, but he wanted to continue. Even though he wasn't ordained a deacon, discerning to become a deacon definitely was not a waste of time. We both learned so much about our faith. He was surrounded by very Godly people who were a huge support. It brought people into my life that continue to support and love me. We are so blessed to know these people.
I know there were people that were inspired by something Branden told them about his faith. He liked talking about being Catholic. It's because of him that I am going to get my Masters in Theology.When I married him, I never expected him to become Catholic. I am glad he did because it became an important part of our marriage.
It's becoming more and more common to not have an affiliation with a church. It makes me sad and I pray for that to change. I would not be able to get through this time of sorrow without clinging to my faith. The world is a crazy place and it can be hard to see the good, but it's there. God is there in the dark times. We just have to seek him and let our hearts be open to him.
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